Friday, October 12, 2007
: 6:57 AM
Lord of the Rings: return of the King is airing on channel seven.
Eliza's staying over at my house tonight,
And because both of us are Tv buffs,
we're watching it, talking, and buffering more movies online
at the same time!
Talk about multi tasking.
Haha. seriously, sometimes when you watch LOTR again,
you wonder why they have to make life so difficult for themselves.
Eg. Aragorn could've just asked the ghosts to fight till the end,
since they kill people so easily because they can't die!
Haha. random.
For those of you who do not know,
I have decided to discontinue my course in Melbourne Uni,
Well, there must be alot of questions running through your heads now,
And i am willing to answer them if any of you ask..
But, i guess,
i really lost my way here,
and i don't know what i'm pursuing anymore..
Also, missing my family has led to uncountable struggles for my here.
Only my close friends in Melbourne, who're with me everyday will be able to understand
as they are fully aware of the situation I am in.
Finally making the decision to go home
has lifted a burden from my shoulders.
A sense of relief takes over the struggle,pain,and confusion that was my life here,
for the past 4 months.
I thank God for finally mustering the courage to leave Melbourne,
after gaining the independence that I would never have learnt if I had stayed in Singapore.
I'm burnt out.
And i need time to recuperate,
to rethink my goals,
And, this time, its Singapore, for good=)
To my friends in Singapore who already know,
thank you so much for your support and welcoming me back:)
And to the few in Melbourne who've grown so close to my heart,
I love you all very much,
you guys have been with me, through the hardest period in my life yet.
And given me the courage to stand up to my fears,
to overcome the hardest battle with my mind.
Dessert house forever!~